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Soo Yee & I at Cristos Hartamas















Soo Yee, me & Yoong at Cristos Hartamas

















Super happy times in Friendster Cafe

I Remember......

I remember what it's like to love.....
I remember how great it was to have love enter my life.....
I remember what it feels like to be happy.......
I remember how good things were.......
I remember the good times........
I also remember the bad times..........
Yet, I remember how you turned bad times to good.......
And good times to great.....
I remember everything like it was yesterday.....
I remember what love is about.......
I remember the times we shared........
I remember the smiles and laughs that came with love.....
But I also remember how hurt and disappointed love left me......
I remember how the world came crumbling down on me.....
And I remember how I picked myself up pebble by pebble, stone by stone.....
I remember the torture that love put me through......
Yet, I just only remembered how I much I want to love again......

Shut up........

I need to learn to shut up....... Sigh, I realised I talk too much..... It's not something I can control but I really do need to talk less. I can't help but talk when I'm happy..... When I'm in a joyous mood, I talk non-stop...... I crap non-stop and of course I smile/laugh non-stop.... I'm just going to do my best and try to talk less..... The next time I go out, I'm just going to sit in the corner and let others do the talking.... =)

Once I start talking I can't stop... therefore, I'll try not to start next time.... I shall only speak when I'm spoken to..... Other than that I'm going to do my best to be anti-social and keep quiet... I'm serious about this man.... I hope my friends will help me out here... After all, "a friend in need is a friend indeed."

I got to find me a cure from talking too much..... I can't stop talking especially when I feel totally comfortable around my friends.... I just feel as though we can talk about anything/everything under the sun..... Even if it's not while we're out... I totally enjoy a good conversation.... but that won't stop me from trying to shut up and talk less...

TALK LESS AND LISTEN MORE!!! Knowledge is wisdom.... :p

Helping Others

In this 'dog-eat-dog' world, it's pretty normal for some people not wanting to help others even if they are their own friends. I guess that's what competitiveness and kiasu-ism does to a person. Although I guess it's pretty normal for some people to be selfish but I personally cannot do that. I feel that we're all in this world together and we should all help each other out. I mean if I were to see someone in need of help, I can't just stand around not doing anything. I do have a guilty bone in my body. But if I feel that the person does not deserve my help then it's a totally different matter. I will not help people who do not help themselves.

Helping others gives me a sense of satisfaction in life. Although I may not know everything, but as long as I did my best and helped out as much as I can, I feel contented with my actions. Thankfully I have friends who are really helpful too like Tin Yoong who is always ready to help if I have any inquiries. The same goes to my seniors in EY who are always ready to lend a helping hand. Due to the selflessness of the people around me, I have always tried to help others in need. I've always tried my best to help the newcomers in my department because I know how difficult it is to be accustomed to the life in EY, especially petty things like taking their stationary, getting laptops, logging into the system and others.

I don't understand why some people find it so difficult to depart with their knowledge. I mean so what if you help others with some things they don't understand? Like maybe if someone has some problems with maths, what's wrong with helping them gain a better understanding eventhough they are your classmates? Worried you won't get the best results in your class? All these are small matters man. The satisfaction and contentment in helping others is worth more than that of getting better results. I mean I could always refuse to help my new colleagues learn what we are supposed to do on engagements. I prefer if I explain to them what exactly is needed from us. I could always say "KIASU LAH! What if they get promotion ahead of me?!?!" but I refuse to be so selfish. I really feel glad when they tell me they have a better understanding of the job scope.